The Crownhate Maria

2005-09-09T19:49:00.000-09:00

I am aware I haven't updated for a while now, my apologies go out to all my "fans", heh.

Im off to Rasser's tomorrow night. I can't wait. Not only do I have alot to talk to her about, I'm making a very important call. I've talked it over Melissa, and we talked about it alot. I thought it over, I made sure that If I was going to go through with this that I am ready for it, and with this I am not making any mistake.

I know this sounds unlike ANYTHING Miyavi would EVER do. I'm going to call a psychic. I thought about it ALOT, and i've made the final decision. I need to find some things out. So hopefully, this all goes through. Go ahead, tell me im crazy, I honestly don't care.

2005-08-29T22:00:00.000-09:00

New blog layout! Probably my favorite out of the ones I have made.

Look at the side menu and find my poll! Question influenced by Keith =P ANSWER. Thank you.

I'm off to Rassers Wednesday night. Fuck yeah. Partay Partay.

I don't have much to say today (other then the fact that watching guys working out is SEX!) I work tomorrow at 6am so I better get my little butt off to bed sometime soon. Ahhh..welll..

2005-08-21T15:38:00.000-09:00

Pepperonis name is back to Amadeus. :D

2005-08-19T21:53:00.000-09:00

My new kitten :) His name was going to be Amadeus, but due to the fact that this cat looks like a TOTAL dork he has been named Pepperoni <3

2005-08-18T23:52:00.000-09:00

SHAME ON YOU MIYAVI!!! SHAME!!! actually I really don't give a fuck

x.x

2005-08-13T19:02:00.000-09:00

I FUCKING LOATHE YOU!!!!!!!

Eww, what is that thing?

2005-08-10T23:34:00.000-09:00

As you all know I spent the last 2 days (technically 1 and a bit, but who gives a fuck) with Rasser. Basically we partyed and fooled around with guys (oh hell yes), it's all good!

Seriously though, we have a drinking problem. Whenever we are together we are ALWAYS drinking. Always. It's pretty scary. There were these 2 kick ass guys. They asked where the neartest Tim Hortons was (and it just happaned to be MY place of employment they'd end up going to) So we gave them directions and the hott driver guy (THAT HAD HIS EARS PIERCED) asked me "Hey is that a Nirvana shirt?". And really, I don't see HOW he could have guessed, I mean only a bit of yellow of the text was showing, because I was wearing my black hoodie over top. Anyways, I couldnt really hear what he was saying so I was like "What?" And he repeated, "Is that a Nirvana shirt?" And I said "yeah" and then he freaked and said "FUCKING A--- MAN!!!!!! \m/" (and he literally gave me the \m/) So I was like "\m/ ohh yeahhh" and I walked away. Haha.

But really, rasser and I sure the hell fooled around alot. But then I can't help myself. Must keep the guys happy. HAHA. I am SO glad I am single right now. But really.....I don't know what to say about HIM HIM. Other then the fact, I'd rather have Tim as my BESTTTTTT brother then EVER having HIM HIM as my boyfriend. And I say that deep from my heart :) Actual, that break up with Him Him strengthened my relationship with Tim :)

Fuck, I have to go to bed now. I'll write more tomorrow.

AMADEUS IS COMING HOME SOON!!!!!

2005-08-10T12:13:00.000-09:00

I <3 Tim

2005-08-09T15:37:00.000-09:00

I scored the HOTTEST guy last night. His name is TIM (omg yeah his name is Tim, but this one isnt my brother) He is the guitarist of this KICKASS band (Im ordering their CD tomorrow) and...HE IS HOTT! Yayyyyyy GO ME!

I talked with him this morning before I went to work. And let me just say.....HE IS A SWEETHEART!!!!!!!!!! I <333333 him :D

2005-08-08T18:01:00.000-09:00

Cam Whore:

HAHAHA. Bitch.

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2005-08-08T08:25:00.000-09:00

"YOU ARE MY FAVORITE LITTLE MUNCHKIN"

YOU ARE MY FAVORITE LITTLE MUNCHKIN TOO TIM!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha

2005-08-07T08:17:00.000-09:00

OMG SAVOR THIS MOMENT!!!!!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2005-08-06T19:11:00.000-09:00

So tomorrow is the event I have been waiting for, ever since last year. Animethon12. I planned to take Amanda and Rasser. Plans that are just too good to be true fuck up all the time. Next time I'll fucking kidnapp their asses!

But im going anyway, for Tim. I promised him I'd be brave. Plus, what a waste my costume would have been, spending nearly 200$ on something I would have never got to wear? Fuck that. I am looking forward to meeting all those people though, I just have to come out of my shy little shell. Which for me is so very hard, when it comes to meeting people I don't know for the first time. But, a promise is a promise. And I can't let him down.

Plus there is all of you, my faithful little blog readers! Im sure you all want to see pictures and shit. So Im going for you all as well too.

Monday I work 9-5, ain't that a fucking joy. Then Tuesday I work the same shift. Hopefully Rasser can come pick me up at 5pm straight from work. I hate walking home alone. If my mom is nice enough, I'll be staying over till Wednsday night, seeing Thursday and Friday I have to work 6-10.

I have a fucking killer headache right now and I am as tired as hell. Bitch, please.

EDIT (@ 9:33pm):

Tim <3

Hah, I post more pics of him then I do myself!

2005-08-02T23:46:00.000-09:00

All I can say is H.O.L.Y.F.U.C.K. I worked 11 fucking hours today! Do you know how HARSH that is?! THAT IS HARSH! Oh well, I had fun, or so I lead myself to believe I had fun. One thing I didn't like about it, I was alone for long periods of time. All by myself, in a kitchen, alone, with...sharp knives. *GASP* I was quite surprised as I left though. Two 19ish year olds were coming in as I was leaving, so I decided "what the fuck" and held the one door open for them. The guy held the door open for the girl and she walked through mine giving me the sweetest smiling and saying "thanks" then I kept holding the door open for the guy thinking he was going to go through next, like mostly ALL the guys where I live do, because really they don't give a fuck or even know the meaning of being a gentleman. But this guy, can I just say that girl chose RIGHT! He held the door open for me and waited for me to go through. Seriously folks, I think that guy deserves a round of applause *claps hands* I mean, he impressed MIYAVI! Miyavi of ALL people. Rock on dude.

Im REALLY in need of some sleep. I have to work tomorrow at 11. HAH. More work for tired widdle Miyavi. Only means more money though :) But it will only be like a 3 hours shift stocking and filling and what not. Which is fine with me as long as it isnt anything TOUGH. I'd probably break down...in tears...crying "OH NO I DON'T HAVE A GUN"...did you see that?! yeah lyrics from a NIRVANA song! Oh my...what a controversy! Here's a pic of me actually wearing a Nirvana shirt:

Pretty sexy I know. (omg like you can stop staring at my chest now! SHAME!...kidding.)

I'll have some HILARIOUS photos to post after the Animecon, when all my film gets developed. I took some rather.....funny pictures of my younger brother...in...a ....MINI SKIRT!! LOL And a very mini-mini skirt (very slutty). It was HILARIOUS! Poor him, those photos are getting posted all over the internet :)

But really, I need to get some sleep. COMMENT OR DIE!

2005-07-30T12:37:00.000-09:00

I had a very nice talk with Tim last night. We talked about things I normally would never talk about to anyone. He helped me out alot, with everything. We talked about relationships alot, and it was mainly about Suku and I that we talked about. He gave me alot of adivce, normally I would never take advice from ANYONE because I feel whatever I do, I will do myself with no help from anyone. But he is my brother, so I appreciate everything he is doing for me. One subject did come up. Giving Suku up. One subject I refuse to ever talk about. But we talked about it. It wasnt like he forced me too, I openly talked about it myself and he was there to listen.

I am letting Suku go. It will be the most hardest thing I will ever have to do, but Tim has promised me he will be there to help me in anyway. And I trust him. I know I wotn ever be able to make it through this myself, when you love someone to the point that you would give your life for them, the very thought of letting them go is heart-wrenching. But I have too.

Thank you Tim.

2005-07-29T23:14:00.000-09:00

My twin brother, Tim <3

Tim

Dance Tim Dance! lol. <3

2005-07-28T19:50:00.000-09:00

8 more days till I fucking RULE the cosplaying scene.

I spent yesterday and today at Rasser's place, and sad enough, most of our time was spent working on my dress. The first night we got home like 5-6pm. Ate supper. And then we went on a long walk. In which we went out for a slushie, tried to buy condoms, but couldn't because they had none left, and talked, talked some more, and yet again some more. Yeah, we talk alot. But I enjoyed our conversation. I let everything that was on my mind out. And I laughed my ass off at some of the things Rasser told me. Shit like that. That night we stayed up till 2am working on my headpiece. Snore. Snore.

Today we worked MORE on my costume. Suprisingly we finished almost ALL of my dress in 8 hours. I just need to finish up the collar, sleeves and the hem, and I am all set to SHOCK THE ARENA! I am really excited. Not only is it an Anime Convention. But one of my best friends will be coming with me :)

So we'll pick Amanda up at like 5pm, Saturday. And she'll be coming home with me. Hopefully we'll be able to get out of the house, I want to take a nice long walk in the park (romantic eh? lol) and just talk about anything. There is so much we need to talk about. And about everything really. Im sure she'd love to hear whats up with this whole Sucka thing (Suku's NEW nickname, for those that don't know). As Rasser sees it, and I guess I can see it too, One week I love him, the next I fucking loathe him, and the next it's I HOPE HE FUCKING DIES, and then Im back to loving him again. But really, If I could sit down and talk to you one and one and if you could ACTUALLY understand me and understand my feelings, you'd accept the fact as to why it is so Off and On with him. But you'd notice that when I explain things, I say "You know what I mean" after like every fucking sentance. I just noticed that last night when Ras and I talked. It was quite funny actually. But I'll say this. Despite my on and off feelings of love and hatred towards Sucka, in the end, I truly love him very very much. And I don't think anyone or anything could ever change that. I should really write a very personal indepth entry on this, maybe you'd all understand me better if you knew WHY I felt this way. But that's another story, for another day.

Well, Im off. I need to watch some videos of Mana. I know how to act like him, it isnt that hard, but it can't help to go over a few times :D

Picture of the Day:

2005-07-26T05:59:00.000-09:00

OMG!!!!!!!!

Ok, I mentioned on the Animecon forum that I will be cosplaying Mana, and 2 guys so far are like "OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS! I am SO going to keep an eye out for you"

AHHHHH!!!!!! This is going to be KICK ass!!!!!

2005-07-25T19:45:00.000-09:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

I am so fucking psyched right now. Let me explain before I die of over-excitement!

Last year, Rasser and I attended an Anime Con. where we live. Right, ok cool. We usually do.
We were waiting in line for what we THOUGHT to be the dealers room. But it wasnt. But we waited, until I actually went up and LOOKED in the room, as pissed as I was, found out that it was infact NOT the dealers room. I turned around to go back to Rasser and there, before my eyes, was the most GORGEOUSLY HOTT guy I have ever seen! He was cosplaying an Angel. Not quite sure if it was any character from AS, but most likely not. He even SMILED at me, because our eyes met. Anyway, I was dumb enough NOT to bring my camera. So I never did get his picture.

Just today I was visiting a discusion forum on the con. when I found a thread where one member posted her cosplay pictures from last year. And 3 pictures down from the top. THERE HE WAS! THE GORGEOUSLY HOTT ANGEL and his fellow partner, the other angel guy that had Silver hair. OMG. I nearly FREAKED. Actually wait, I DID FREAK! NO WAY. I had been kicking myself all this time because I did not get his picture and now I have it!! I SO FUCKING RULE!

Eye Candy: Enjoy!

2005-07-25T05:09:00.000-09:00

Ok, I am just about to leave for work right now (works the 6-10 shift this morning) but I just had to post this cuz im freaking excited!!

I just got a message from Yoshiki (yes my rockstar Japanese friend). He's sending me their new DVD in August! HELL YES! Even though I insisted I'd buy it >.> But nope, Yoshiki won't let me haha, Im too good of a friend to the band. I'll just insist that I buy their new CD.

Anyways, I supposed I should get off to work. As much as I dread it (because we are SO slow in the morning there is NOTHING for me too do.)

2005-07-23T23:40:00.000-09:00

MAYBE WHEN YOU FIND OUT IM DEAD...
...YOU'D REALIZE WHAT YOU DID TO ME

would you care?

2005-07-23T10:13:00.000-09:00

Im being nice today. Pictures of my new haircut! Yay. Im letting it grow out and Im getting it cut differently. Haha.
Enjoy.

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(Really, I already know. Im ugly)

2005-07-22T22:42:00.000-09:00

It's ME. Yeah. Im. U.G.L.Y.

suck it up bitch

2005-07-22T19:45:00.000-09:00

The Meevs has decided!

Im re-opening "Siickroom" (yeah, my old mp3 rotation site).
Now that I have highspeed, it will be a breeze uploading music.

Check it out when im done!

...you guessed it! Elephant sex <3

2005-07-22T15:42:00.000-09:00

Elephant sex <3

2005-07-22T10:58:00.000-09:00

I cannot believe how tired I am. I spent all yesterday working in the morning, downloading in the afternoon AND evening. No sleep inbetween. I did plan to get some, but that thought was totally over-looked.
My cd-burned doesnt seem to be working. Fuck. I have to email James and see if he can help me out. Man, if not one this is wrong with my computer, another thing is!

Im thinking of putting up a Radio Blog here. Just so you all can enjoy some beats while reading the useless shit I pour out through my fingertips. Only problem is, the set-up looks complicated. But then again, I knows my html! Though it isnt html -sweatdrop-

Not too long ago. The weirdest thing happaned. I was thinking of writing one of my pathetic little stories, this one about a fucked up sleeped over. Haha. And I thought to myself having one character say "I'll sleep underneath the bed!" as he replied to the fact that he would be kicked out of his own bedroom for that night. Thinking that brought back memories. I used to sleep underneath my bed when I was a little kid. That is where I felt safe, away from the light, into the darkness and silence, I slept peacefully. I remember my mom always getting upset and telling me taht I shouldn't sleep under there, because in case of an emergency, they wouldn't be able to find me. But I loved it there. Sadly, I can't do that anymore. I've grown, and I don't have a bed where I can crawl under it anymore. Plus, I sleep on a Futon, so I have nothing really to climb under. Unless I sleep with it ofer top of me. And that would be pretty uncomfortable, needless to say, actual, i'd probably die from suffocation! Not that anyone would care..really >.>;; That's another thing. I used to always fall asleep on the heat register. Not only did it keep me warm, I could actually sleep....and the weird thing is, it helped me breathe better. Odd.

I really think I should be getting some sleep by now. Seeing the time, that would be a pretty good idea. But Tim is on MSN right now and Im enjoying the conversation we are having. It's nice having such a good friend around alot to talk to, online or not. Believe it or not, he is one of the few I can actually discuss my problems with. He is one of the few I trust.

Eh. Must give in. I don't think I could last another 20 minutes, let alone the time it is taking me to finish off this post. So I'll just leave you all with a picture. You steal. Bunny kills.
(\_/)
(O.o)
(> <) <-- Bunny. You steal my bunny. I'll kill. And im not fucking around when I say that.

Hott shit. And yes those are two GUYS making out. It's from a pv I have. Don't touch it. it's mine.

2005-07-20T20:30:00.000-09:00

OMG James you are my hero!

That's right! My computer genius buddy James came over today! He fixed up my computer and it's all happy now! And let me just say, I could sex up broadband ANY day. Gawd I love it! My days of Dial-up are OVAH!
*runs off to download more shit* Literally...Im actually downloading shit. Kidding. But im sure that made you all raise your eyebrow. Just the kind of reaction I wanted...and expected! HAH.

My other half is away on vacation. Hopefully he is having....a good enough time. He'll just have to take a double dose of Miyavi when he gets back. Haha...or better yet, a triple dose! He might have to watch himself though...wouldn't want to exceed the recommended dosage now would we? Nope. Because with that falls.....LACK OF SLEEP. -sigh-

I just have to post this pic. It's of my soulmate, named...err...Damien! You're right. I have no clue as to who this guy is. LOL. Typically normal for me though. He was in this picture that Vestu sent me (Vestu also being in the picture). I took one look. And BANG. There my heart was. Bleeding sorrowfully over this beautiful creature I call...HUMAN! Ahhh. Human. No way Miyavi. He's too gorgeous to be considered human. He's just a creature <3.

I work tomorrow. Sadly. So that means I have to get off to bed. Meaning I can't enjoy my printer and broadband for long periods of time. Thats just gonna have to mean that once I get home tomorrow, my ass is planted in front of the computer. Im gonna download some large file, just for the sake of downloading it, so I can fall asleep on the keyboard (protecting my domain! -snore snore-) without having to worry about entertaining others on Msn! Yay!

Furuba. Furuba. Furuba. Furuba. Pararararararararara raaaaaaaaaaaa. Parararararararararararara raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Oh gawd, I think I need to take a break from looking at these pics. My fingers are getting tired. IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN! EH! EH! EH!! LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL. I bet you all are like "Ohhhhhhkaaaayyyyyy then". Good. Because then I have something else to laugh at. LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.
If you don't get the whole joke. OMG watch some porn. Not that I have ever watched any (Im telling the truth rasser.....o.x) But...I know my way around this world. I knoowww things. 5$ teaching fee, and I'll tell you EVERYTHING. Hah. Hah. Hahhhhh.

-no im not high...ok maybe just a little- *hides half-burned joint* OMG RASSER. Trying to set me up and all. I SWEAR you guys that so was not my joint. Rasser just planted it so it looked like it was mine!

....what do you mean you saw me smoking it?! Liars.

2005-07-19T14:12:00.000-09:00

New layout.

Yes I know I change it multiple of times, but it's just so hard for me to find something I like.

OMG news!
It's final, Josh and Melissa are splitting. It's really sad though, but I back Melissa up all the way. And I understand why they are ending it.

Dammit Im being kicked off, I'll update this later. In the meantime:

COME ON NOW. HOW HOTT IS THIS?!?!

pretty fucking hott.

2005-07-18T19:35:00.000-09:00

14 hours later, tired as hell, Miyavi sits her ass in front of her computer. The usual after work ritual.
Work is such a drag. I do the same thing day after day. But then, I just got a raise, so I really shouldn't be complaining.That's right! My evaluation is finished, my overall grade was 81%. That means they have to keep me unless I majorlyshit up, then they have the joy of FIRING me. What fun! One comment that deducted my marks was the factthat I chew gum when Im not supposed to. Haha. Not that I care really. It's a habit. I feel more secure if Im chewing gum. Don't ask why. The people in my head are asleep.
I was sneezing my nose today. Yeah it gets all clogged up and gross. But holy shit, our toilet paper (yeah we are toopoor to afford kleenex...at work I mean) and DAMMIT, our toilet paper smells like ass! LOL. But, considering whatit's used for, I found it kinda amazing LOL. Toilet paper "Smells like Ass, For your Ass"
Plans have changed. Im moving to Belleville, New Jersey with Melissa. Long story on this one, I'll explain later, Im pratically dead asleep on my keyboard.
James and Chrissy are coming over Wednesday night. HOPEFULLY James will be able to figure whats fucked upwith my computer. I just got this awesomely cool video player (thnx Niko!) and it plays all my videos that windowsmedia player neglects to play. So that means....ANGEL SANCTUARY! Yay.
OMG I forgot to mention. One of the hot guys I scored, well LUCKY ME got a pic of him NAKED! Hells yeah.Too bad he's bi-sexual though. It's a shame. I can stand the whole guy kissing guy thing, but....take it any further and that's just so not right!

Im not happy with this layout. Im going to work on a new one later. Right now im DEAD tired. And I have to work tomorrow at 6am.

2005-07-17T20:54:00.000-09:00

My Idol:

I updated the side there. Scroll down and you can see a list of the things I wish for. Yay. I'll work more on this page later. Screw the other website I started before. I like having my own personal stuff surrounding my blog.

2005-07-17T19:10:00.000-09:00

My mother does not understand the wordings "Leave me the fuck alone". Gawd she is fucking annoying. I wish she would just LEAVE ME ALONE. I wish everyone would just LEAVE ME ALONE. I am sick of everyone telling me what to do, what to think, what to feel, EVERYTHING. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!

Wow that felt good.

I worked with Mark today. It was fucking awesome. Mark was standing on a ladder right beside me, and I thought I heard my name being called so I looked, but there was something blocking my view. MARKS CROTCH. Dead serious. I got a nice view. Fuck, that I did. Im such a pig huh. LOL. I don't care. I love my mind and my mind loves me. I <3 ME! Actually, no, wait, I hate myself! But then Love is Hate isnt it! I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. Condoms.

Im not doing so good right now. Long story short. I know this is going to upset the majority of you all. Especially you Rasser, because I told you otherwise. But I was wrong. Everything is so wrong.

Im still in love with Suku. It hurts to even type that because im balling my eyes out right now.

I'd rather not talk about it. I'd rather not talk about anything anymore. It just isn't worth it.

You probably are all thinking "How can she love someone that doesnt love her anymore?" It's quite easy. I actually love him. Not that stupid teenage love crap. The real thing.

There Is No Good Reason
I Should Have To Be So Alone
I'm Smothered By This Emptiness
Lord I Wish I Was Made Of Stone
Like I Fool I Lent My Soul To Love
And It Paid Me Back In Change
God Help Me
Am I The Only One Who's Ever Felt This Way

2005-07-16T21:55:00.000-09:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg WE ARE SO IN!!!

Melissa and I have spent like 5 hours so far whoring ourselves on VF. I've gotten like 5 guys so far LOL. But we are on a mission. Frankie and Gerard. And by fuck, we have accomplished ALOT tonight! But I have to go to bed now, I work tomorrow. Damn.

2005-07-16T07:17:00.000-09:00

Ok, you all like need to see a pic of the man I am chasing after. LOL. Don't you go telling me I'll never get him, because I will! Melissa is getting the two of us tix to go see them perform when I come to Florida this winter, hopefully this winter. And HOPEFULLY backstage passes. Melissa is taking Gerard and I am so taking frankie!

Come on you guys, he has EVERYTHING. Black hair, LIP RING, Bonus = nose ring. Too bad he isnt into wearing all black, but that's cool because I like the clothes he wears.

2005-07-16T07:03:00.000-09:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

Yes, I know I am a little over-excited. But that's because last night I GOT FRANKIE'S EMAIL ADDRESS!!! That's right folks. He has like over 7, so we've found out, and I now have one of them! It's great that My Chem. isnt all that famous yet, all their personal shiz is ALL over the internet. Internet...I LOVE YOU!

Melissa sent him an email last night. It said this:

One guess.

Kiddie porn.

Just kidding, ass pirate.

Melissa

I HOPE he replies. Come on, who wouldn't reply to such an email.

I miss people replying to my posts. Now I have to work out some freaking html code to enable comments again.
Html...FUCK YOU!

Overly Hyper

2005-07-15T19:49:00.000-09:00

FINALLY!

I just got my computer back today. It took me like a good hour or two just to figure out the damn username for this fucking blog.

And then I figured it out! It's sickofstereopoets. I better keep that in this entry just in case I forget again.

Life has been a BITCH! And I mean that in good terms. Melissa has been working around for the two of us. I know hold Gerard Way's phone number and address. Why yes, that is the vocalist from My Chemical Romance.
And NO im not giving it out. Now if you reall beg me, it will cost ya. And I mean it will cost ya ;)
And did I not mention, Frankie Iero is my SOULMATE! Melissa is hooking me up with him somehow. I'll write out our plan when it's solid. And yes, Frankie Iero is the bassist of My Chemical Romance.

Wondering how I got all this info. Melissa has friends in the biz. We get around :D:D

HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK

I also got my haircut :) It cost me 64$ but it was worth it becasue I love it! Well, the cut and style only cost me 25$ but I had to buy all the products to keep my hair looking nice :)

I could just kiss someone right now. Which is funny because I'd never kiss anyone....OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG .......HELL YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!

New

2005-07-10T18:57:00.000-09:00

Please rise from the dead on earth with my last kiss. I don't care if the world is reduced to ash. I don't care if they scramble around grabbing at everything. No matter what wish is made, only sadness comes of it.

Long story short, The Crownhate Maria is the name I plan to use for my future band. Don't like it? I don't care.

Im still trying to get this code working so you all can comment on my entries. But for now if you have something to say, please use the tagboard at the side.

And since I am so fucking bored right now, why not post pictures of myself. UGLY. You all have seen these ones before, but it's all that i've got. AND IT'S ALL THAT I'VE GOT (if you have never listened to The Used before you will not understand why I just did that)